An undefined feeling....

How difficult it is to avoid sumbdy????When u dun aspire to see sumbdy u see him so frequently n when u wanna see sumbdy its so difficult to find him in vicinity.....And when u really want to avoid sumbdy......u just cant do dat...bcoz d person in front doesnt allow u to....he will b so very urs dat u cant say no...though u want to say......When sum1 breaks ur heart in pieces but still expects u to b as friendly as b4....n u promise to b d same..is it really possible????U try ur level best not to reflect in ur attitude but u just cant b as normal as u r...u just want to avoid him but u cant.....his every call which once brought a broad smile on ur face now makes u feel uneasy....bcoz u dunno how to behave n wat to talk.....U try to react normally but d usual traits sum how seem to b missin.....Its difficult to compile all emotions 2gethr as u dun wanna b harsh but u cant resist doin it eithr...Its just dat u can keep goin n let urself bcum normal sumtimes....