If sum1 just walks in ur life widout takin permission isnt it dat u can also luv sum1 widout any permission....Off course dre shunt b any expectations in such a beautiful relationship...but aftr all man is a storehouse of emotions n wantedly or unwantedly he does expect in some corner of his heart....But I always believe in expressing wat I want to.....probably Im very extrovert n open in wat I wanna say....It sumtimes so happens dat dis can b taken otherwise.....both in negative n positive sense.....If u speak gud abt sumbdy means u r flirting or u r gaga over dat person n if u say sumthin bitter no1 is able to take dat.....
Moreover it happens dat is sum1 is JUST A FREND n u r seen aroun wid him a bit more number of times than d rest ppl assume dat sumthin fishy is goin on.....No matter if d 2 frenz r juss frenz.....n when u get to know such stuff abt urself dat u r goin out wid sum1 it really bcums diff to explain n u prefer to remain silent......n ur silence implies ur acceptance.....N in dis course is it wrong if u actually start liking dat person..... D reason behind dis can b many.....may b dat since u spend a quality time 2gether u hav an inclination...or may b its bcoz of d external envt......
This external excitation is d major cause of d deterioration of a buddin relationship no matter wat type of relationship is it.....When u r talked abt a particular person again n again n when u r not allowed to frget dat person its very obvious u feel dat u hav startd liking him/her.
And wat if u suddenly discover dat d person in front doesnt respond to u dat too when when u r so called "Gud frenz".....n suddenly one day cums up n says dat I dun hav ne feelings fr u.....How wud u react???
And by d end of d converation says u r very broadminded to understand all dis n so u must support him/her fr dat matter.....In such a vunerable situation when u dunno how to react dat person expects u b as normal as ever.....and fr heaven sake u can pretend dat everythin will b fine n remain d same thereafter...but how will u explain ur own self..ur own feelins.....emotions.
And furthermore promises a gud frenzship henceforth.....is it practically possible...dat the person whom u luved like nethin asks u to b normal when u talk to him/her.....u can b normal wid......Whenevr u get a thought of it...it hurts...its a natural attitude...dat u start avoiding such a person fr whom u had such feelings ever.....d reason bein just to frget abt watever happened n let d life goin.....But dis doesnt happen......In sum way or d other.....it is reminded.....either u hear frm him bcoz he finds evrything normal......or u find sum1 else talkin abt him....
And in dis course u fight wid urself to pretend or to believe dat u can go on.....It does take time.....but wid d flow of time...things n priorities do change....but surely its diff to frget sum1 who is ur 1st love....I wish every1 who luvs sum1 finds his/ her love.......failure in love is one thing which takes time fr recovery...but wid time d wounds do heel.....
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